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Shirley loves Kitty & Lili~9月14日 Another Epic FailMy new place is an epic fail:
8月17日 At my 30Finanly found a place to move, surprisingly I didn't feel released at all. At the time I was told I got the place, I started thinking if this is really what I want, or if it's worthy, if the rent is reasonable, if the security deposit is reasonable, bla bla. Ai....I got to admit I'm disappointed by something. I tried to have my strategic five-year planning, tried to have vision for a Shirley at 30, and the result is obvious, I saw nothing. I might be, could be, or will be a runner, but alone on my path? 8月13日 人生领悟1. 我份人没野好,就系脾气好. 最大的缺点就系太迁就人. 2.全世界都有可能错,但"我没错". 3. No one is virgin, because life fucks everyone. 8月11日 TMD TMD #1: Watched America's got talent for 3 hours, and found out all I cared was Kevin Skinner, the Kentucky red neck TMD #2: The one-month notice of moving out has ruined my weekends and weekday evenings. Stuck in house searching for weeks and still got nothing. TMD freaking California is not a place for living! TMD #3: You guys all stop writing blogs and I get nothing to read when bored at work but Health Reform TMD #4: Honey married; MM married; Cherie in serious relationship. Just randomly brought those up at dinner and mom said, "When will our Shirley Lai get settle down like them? I think two-year is maximum" TMD #5: I was planning to pick up my blog writing with some funny/happy stories and I started with TMD. What's wrong with me?! 7月27日 Drafts never published July 10, 2009 Another friday. on bart again to oakland. playing with my new cell phone, the only thing that's new and can bring some excitement. Had a relaxing week in florida, yet my mind's never relaxed. hearing someone's plan about changing, how changing kept him alive, i lost in thoughts. July 11, 2009 10:23pm Random Depression Was about to write about other things like change (draft saved in cell phone already), but my cousin's blog and the old pictures I had on my space brought me into some random depression. So here I am, sitting with a glass with Zinfendal, trying to write down what exactly is in my mind, while someone is fighting with the German Riesling (retarded...). 5月12日 A Letter to Lili 5.11.2009Dear Lili, You’ve turned one-year-old. Happy Birthday! I hope you enjoyed your birthday on the peach farm in Brentwood (though it was an intended cherry-picking trip). How are you feeling for being a “grown-up”? I guess it didn’t make much difference for you, yet, a big deal for your mistress. 12 days after you were born, 5/22/2008, your mistress graduated from CAL, UC Berkeley, school that she has been thrilled to join and graduate from, and she did, though there has been diminishing excitement during her staying at school. She graduated anyways. With no career path planned in mind, she accepted the offer in HealthCare and went back to Asia for her graduation trip. Chilling out at her hometown, visiting north, travelling over the East Ocean, she didn’t do a lot but there’s the only period of time over the past year that she would wake up with a warm smile filled with satisfaction. She misses it, truly. Coming to August 2008, after 3 months staying at your foster home, I came rescue you. As it turned out, you were the one that rescued me. That was a stormy season at home. A family that has been separated in China, East Bay, and South Bay for the past 4 years was merging back. Easy move for no one. Continuous complaints and fights, madness and upset were the only things left with the family. And you came, bringing joy and fun, bringing smiles back to everyone’s face with your goofy running on the floor, bringing stories and laughter back on the dinner table with your “daily drama”, and bringing back to me feeling that I missed for long – Home Sweet Home. Thank you my dear. (to be continued) 11月28日 Happy Thanksgiving~Time flies, and today is Thanksgiving 2008. I had a local and "relaxing" holiday, went to Chinatown in San Francisco with parents, then had dinner at Milbrea. I've been compaining the whole day:
1. I dont reli enjoy the say so "family day"
2. I hate the sf chinatown, dirty always and not like China at all
Maybe I was getting too bored at dinner, or maybe I grew up (suddenly), I started to appreciate. Though I've been complaining abt parental control, but when you just purke for one night, and you got seafood porvidge for next dinner; when you call sick, there's always another one on PTO with you, I think I should stop complaining. So all of a sudden, I'm thankful, the right mood for thanksgiving night.
First of all I think I own my thank you to Kevin Li, known as my most current ex :)
Sorry it seems to be the first time you name's appearing on my blog. It used to be a little piece showing somewhere, and even that little piece, I will delete it when I get mad. You will just take it, never complain.
After saying that to you, I feel sad. You said dont be, you will try to make it end as sweet as it started. Yes, it was sweet as I think of our being together.
You send "good morning" and "good night" msg to me every day, even I seldom reply;
You always pick up or return my call in 30sec, tho I never pick up your call just because I'm watching TV;
You never yell at me tho I get used to yelling at you for nothing before period, during period, and after period (basically the whole month);
You always take care of my sudden thoughts in a limited time, like "i wana go vegas this weekend", "i want a dog", for which you get punched if little unsatisfactory occurs, but never get appreciate even it's well done.
Truly, I'm thankful for all that you've done. Thank you for being a responsible, patient, and passionate boyfriend. I will give 5 stars if there's "user review" and definitely recommand you to my frds. (sweety christy, think abt it!)
Though it's late night already, I think I should at least express my thankful to the following beloved ones.
Sweety Christy, thx for being with me all the time. Talk to me through facebook and work mail the whole afternoon knowing I'm sad and not ok. You will be a perfect one if you are going to mexico with me :p
Kingston, you are always sweet and supportive. thx for being patient listening to my romantic stories, as my ex :)
Cherie, though you will write a whole page blog for "someone" but only a little sentence for me, I'm still thankful for ur immediately response once I said I need you.
Last but not least, to someone who was my dxxdxx now someone's 臭臭, i'm never a good mistress. thx for forgiving me and still being a close frd to me. I'm really happy for your new relationship. I will celebrate with you at ur wedding (invite me, please...)
Happy Thanksgiving my dear all~
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